During a period of my life, I experienced extra sensory emotions in relation to a painting of Marilyn Monroe. There is a part of me that communicates with Marilyn and the other with the girl from the song "Good Bye My Fear".
I had an obsession with this painting during my nights with many feelings of sadness and hope.
Good bye my fear refers to a girl I felt madly in love with when I was in London in 2008.
This song is my way of saying goodbye to her, she has been in my head for too many years. I feel really liberated even if from time to time she reappears.
Through this video, I reveal the beginnings of my bipolarity which occurred in London in August 2008. The memories show my nostalgia of that time and the desire to relive those moments of artist that I lived in manic phase. In the video I wake up and I realize that it was only a dream and that reality catches up with me.
After 2008, I lived difficult years, asking myself who I am? what do I want to do with my life? what do I really like? to say at one point stop and live my dream of becoming an artist.
Talking about my bipolarity is my way of making mental health visible. We are not crazy, we see what we feel.
Charlotte tells the story of a girl I met in a disco on February 14th, Valentine's Day. After the party we went back to her parents' house where I spent one of my best nights. The problem was when her ex-boyfriend and also one of my friends rang the doorbell. I didn't know where to hide, I was in a panic.Charlotte went to the door and came back with a bouquet of flowers.After this sequence I had to go out by passing by the window.To be sincere I left with a smile on my face to have spent a pleasant evening and to have lived the present moment. I hope she will too.
